Random Blogs #11 - Some thoughts about stuff and beautiful sunset!

Hi,readers^^This is just another random post that I think I want to share and want to know your opinion.I'm thinking on quitting school either this year  or just continue my studies till next year which is the end of my secondary school year.I keep thinking on getting a job for supporting my family and since I keep skipping school and always being lazy,it would be better I just quit and find a job.

My mom and my grandmother keep telling me to study hard so that I can get a better job,I want to but I can't focus at school because of those bullies I talk about and I can't wait any longer because we need money really bad.My grandmother also said that I should get in a university,personally I would like that because I like to learn something but I don't know...What's worse is,in two years I have to go to a motivation camp I think that is what is called,I have to stay there for 6 months and not just me but all the age of 18 have to go there.

I don't know either I'll be fine there or not,it's kinda like an army camp where you have to do some activities and some other stuff.I want to get a job so bad so that I can support my family and maybe buy something I want.Sometimes I find life is so hard that makes me want to kill myself but sometimes it is fun to be here,spending time with friends and family.I still don't know what my ambition really is,sometimes I want to be a doctor,a scientist or soldier.

I want to do something that is completely worth it,something that I'm proud of and something that will make my family proud.I just want a peaceful life with my family but to do that I have to find my resolution and change myself to become a more responsible person and always see those who important to me smile.Well,I guess that's it in my mind for now,tell what you guys think in the comments,bye guys.Oh and one more thing...

Check out this AMAZING sunset!!^^