Random Blog #72 - Lacking In Blogging And Some Private Stuff...
Hey,guys! How are you guys doing today? I'm fine as usual just a little tired and my day was good as usual and also just getting started.Well, you guys know me and my time with sleep. The thing is when I try to get some sleep and I can't get any sleep even though I'm very tired, I will seriously go insane! No joke! I would turn for a few times and try to sleep in different positions and that makes me go nuts! What about you guys? What would you do when you can't sleep?
Anyway, the reason I haven't done or write any posts lately is because I don't what to talk about.Plus, I keep getting this annoying headaches and that made me hard to think even more! I don't know I keep getting those headaches but now I'm fine.Maybe it's because my hair is super long and I really mean it. When my hair is long, I look like a mad scientist! It's because I never comb my hair and my hair is always messy. I use to comb a lot when I was a kid maybe I will comb my hair again when I want to.
I will try to blog more but when you guys see that I haven't post anything for a long period of time,that means I either don't have any ideas or I just don;t have the mood or I'm having some private problems such as family stuff and more.Let me get a little deep with you guys. I don't know if I told you guys that my parents are already divorced if I do, I'm sorry for repeating this and if I don't, you guys just got a step forward to know more about me.Between me and my dad, we were close when I was a little kid. We would always play together and tickle each other but when we move to where I am now, we're not that close anymore.
Sometimes we would joke around and tease my mum a lot and man,that was so fun and happiest memory of me spending time with my dad.And a lot has been happened such as he lost a leg because of diabetes and a lot more which is not too important to talk about.Then recently, maybe a month ago he was sent to hospital because he has breathing problems and he got into a coma. He stayed there for fourteen days, I think. When I visited him I thought I;m gonna apologize to him for all I done such as swearing at him....that's how not close we are. In the end,I didn't get to apologize to him because I don't know...maybe I was not ready to...
He hurt my heart one time,it was during fasting month last year. I remember he said something bad at me behind my back.He was talking to my mum and before that happened,we weren't fighting at all in fact,we were joking around and had fun.It cracked my heart when he suddenly said that. Since then,I haven't talk to him at all and so does he. We kept ignoring each other even now. And last night, he called and asked where my mum is. And he talked to me very rudely and I answer him back rudely too.
It's a very bad way to treat your own father,I know. But my heart is hard when I meant that,I meant I can hardly feel love especially from him and it's hard for me to apologize to anyone.That's also because he never showed me his love to me at all. Don't be like me,guys. My way was very wrong indeed and I don't want other people to do the same.Respect your parents because without them,you wouldn't enjoyed anything in this world. You wouldn't love someone,make friends and more. Be grateful to them and always be by their side because they have been on our side since we were born. I'll try to settle things with my dad. I want to settle it before either of us die. Also,make sure to not eat a lot of food or drink that has a lot of sugar! You'll regret when you got diabetes!
And so,guys.I'll shall bring this post to an end and maybe I will make a review of the new episode of Fairy Tail. I'm writing this post while listening to all openings and endings of Fair Tail and it sure brings back a lot of memories! Haha,thanks for reading guys! I hope you guys are having a good day and stay positive! Negativity is bad for you! Take care!
Anyway, the reason I haven't done or write any posts lately is because I don't what to talk about.Plus, I keep getting this annoying headaches and that made me hard to think even more! I don't know I keep getting those headaches but now I'm fine.Maybe it's because my hair is super long and I really mean it. When my hair is long, I look like a mad scientist! It's because I never comb my hair and my hair is always messy. I use to comb a lot when I was a kid maybe I will comb my hair again when I want to.
I will try to blog more but when you guys see that I haven't post anything for a long period of time,that means I either don't have any ideas or I just don;t have the mood or I'm having some private problems such as family stuff and more.Let me get a little deep with you guys. I don't know if I told you guys that my parents are already divorced if I do, I'm sorry for repeating this and if I don't, you guys just got a step forward to know more about me.Between me and my dad, we were close when I was a little kid. We would always play together and tickle each other but when we move to where I am now, we're not that close anymore.
Sometimes we would joke around and tease my mum a lot and man,that was so fun and happiest memory of me spending time with my dad.And a lot has been happened such as he lost a leg because of diabetes and a lot more which is not too important to talk about.Then recently, maybe a month ago he was sent to hospital because he has breathing problems and he got into a coma. He stayed there for fourteen days, I think. When I visited him I thought I;m gonna apologize to him for all I done such as swearing at him....that's how not close we are. In the end,I didn't get to apologize to him because I don't know...maybe I was not ready to...
He hurt my heart one time,it was during fasting month last year. I remember he said something bad at me behind my back.He was talking to my mum and before that happened,we weren't fighting at all in fact,we were joking around and had fun.It cracked my heart when he suddenly said that. Since then,I haven't talk to him at all and so does he. We kept ignoring each other even now. And last night, he called and asked where my mum is. And he talked to me very rudely and I answer him back rudely too.
It's a very bad way to treat your own father,I know. But my heart is hard when I meant that,I meant I can hardly feel love especially from him and it's hard for me to apologize to anyone.That's also because he never showed me his love to me at all. Don't be like me,guys. My way was very wrong indeed and I don't want other people to do the same.Respect your parents because without them,you wouldn't enjoyed anything in this world. You wouldn't love someone,make friends and more. Be grateful to them and always be by their side because they have been on our side since we were born. I'll try to settle things with my dad. I want to settle it before either of us die. Also,make sure to not eat a lot of food or drink that has a lot of sugar! You'll regret when you got diabetes!
And so,guys.I'll shall bring this post to an end and maybe I will make a review of the new episode of Fairy Tail. I'm writing this post while listening to all openings and endings of Fair Tail and it sure brings back a lot of memories! Haha,thanks for reading guys! I hope you guys are having a good day and stay positive! Negativity is bad for you! Take care!
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